Guess this will end just like every other online literature that I've worked on before, huh.
I don't have anything interesting happening really, to be honest. Maybe the stagnation is what actually turns me off from keeping track of the daily logs, I should do something about that. Who knows, maybe that will reinvigorate me to actually keep writing new things.
So, I have been so utterly exhausted off my pants supplies. That forces me to only wear sarong, literally walked into minimarkets with just a sarong and the shirt I wore to sleep last night. People stared at me, heh. Took me 30 second to work up the courage to get out of the car and actually be visible to onlookers.
If any of you readers (if any even existed) ever had to think of a strong motivation to get out of there looking all silly and potentially be looked down upon, just remember that the story of every protagonist gotta have that wacky embarrassing moment. "I wore sarong like a country bumpkin who had no idea how to dress properly, that's exactly what the story of a rising hero protagonist would sound like." Is the only encouragement I gave to myself before heading off into the wilderness of public areas, from my safe and comfortable dark-windowed car.
Sok pake basa enggres semua, gile dah.
In other news, aku mulai lancar maju mundur puter balik dan mampir ke indomaret pinggir jalan. Kadang patah-patah putus-putus ragu-ragu malu-maluin diliat kang parkir yang bingung gimana harus ngasi arahan sama orang yang liatin dibelakang, berasa plonga plongo gatau mau ngapain walaupun udah jelas mobilnya nutupin 3/4 jalan, tinggal dikit lagi selese itu mah. Mugo mugo makin lancar jaya kedepannya, aamin.
Sorenya, anter uranni ngaji. Mau duduk di beruga, tapi ada cewek yang udah cup duluan duduk disana. Langsung puter balik masuk mobil lagi, setitik penyesalan timbul. Katanya bercita-cita untuk keluar melihat dunia dan mengenal banyak orang dari berbagai latar belakang, tapi tegur sapa penghuni sekitaran komplek rumah aja gak berani. Socializing is scary man :/
Trus ada kucing, rekam kucing. Nanti embed disini.
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